i am

i think, even though i keep posting about my feelings in this blog, it sometimes doesnt really portray what i really think or feel.
sometimes, my 'emotion' simply hits the keyboard makes me types nonsense things and stupid words.
of course, im an ordinary human.
sometimes ok, most of the times not. :P
actually, idont know what is thw main subject of this particular post.
i simply went through blog walking these recent days as if my heart realllllly strong to face any other people facts especially the positive ones.
ok, i dont want to be hypocrite. and of course im not n will not be!
i sometimes ( most of the time i guess) feel envy. a very2 thick envy.
it's not gud actually. realllly not!
but then, who am i that can totally sealed all those negatives fellings in my heart and soul n let them vanish into the thin air?!
again n again, i am just an ordinary human...

well, talking about being ORDINARY,
i also have feeling, emotion and.... heart ;)
of course, even animal do have hearts r8?
but, i have mind.
which i should use it most of the time in my life but it tends to happen in the other way round!
haiz...

nevermind.
it is me.
typically me.

actually while im typing this, many 'obstacles' come.
either from the internet itself or... macam2 lah!
nevermind.

i still feeling like typing whole heartedly,ok!
(tunggu la lg 2 minit, pasti mood terus terbang melayang)

well, sometimes i think**
**warning : this kind of thoughts only come when i having my sanity back in my soul!

....
sometimes i think...*
* is it proper to use SOMETIMES or is it better for me to change to this sentence

i rarely think....
(ok sounds better)
i rarely think this way.
but the way i think is,
its not what we gone through in life,
but it's how we appreciate things in life.
(ececeh.... buat muka sombong sambil gelak riak tanda bangga ngn diri sendiri yang mampu mengeluarkan buah pikiran sematang itu. tapi persoalannya di sini, mampu kah aku bertindak seperti ape yang aku pikirkan di dalam benakku pada waktu,saat dan ketika INI???)

but nevermind, i try to really implement this! siyessssssshhhly taw~ :P

tebiat kat pantai. aku pom tak ingt ni picts biler... :P