support and understand

*every time i look at this snapshot,
i'm wondering,
am i too small or
what future stores for me in this undefined quest of life
is really big
???

...................

is it so hard to find someone that understands me most?
i want to live my life to the fullest.
sometimes, u dunt have to be understanding,
in order to give a very good response to someone special in ur life.
i dunt want a theoritical answers...
i dunt want to listen to practical advice...
i need strength.
for strength makes me feel better.
strength that comes when people being so supportive to me.
they dunt need to understands best.
they dunt need to know utmost about me.
just give a supportive answers.
just say supportive words.
i need them all, please...
yes,
im in a reality.
but doesnt reality be better
for in love person?
or should i only have soundless sleep
for dreams that comfy me much?
i have ppl around me.
i dunt need dreams.
cz i know they willing to
give me anything a lot more better
than what i have in my sweetest dream ever.
so,
why dont the ppl do what they should do now?
why dont they be such a supportive person
i ever did across in my whole entire life?
why?
cant they act now?
or...
maybe, i only had dreamt of having those ppl?
do i have anyone around me?
i guess i did and do have.
but where are they?
where have they been when
my hands desperately waves,
waiting for someone to save me in my darkest fear...
help me.
u dnt have to be rational to judge my condition.
i just need support.
in a way of helping me out of this
sorrow.
i dont need a professional opinion based on readings and research.
cz i am ordinary human....
i need to share what i want to shared.
and i hope to be shared for what i love ppl to share with me.
share doesnt come on one side.
it takes both.
cz share means care.
but support doesnt comes with understand.
cz support comes from heart.
and understand comes from brain.
they took different ways to arrive.
and they hardly arrive together
in a time.
but if they did,
u are the perfect human being ppl will ever come across.