hobby

today, after looooooooong lecture hour
of continuous approximately 6 hours,
i try to find something
that able to
make me smile instantly.

somehow,

i didn't found any?

what should i do?

i just missplaced my hobby
and i dun't have any, now.

i need
and
i want

a
HOBBY.

help me.
i'm suffering inside!
i kept disturbing other people
during my 'not-that-so-free'-time.
espseciall, YOU!

hahahha (ni real kelakar!)

hurm,
sesudah siap report PITA Dr Edlic kesayangan,
i terus rase lega. fushhh~~
lalu,
sementara tenet masih lagi ter'connect,
i pom berjalan2 la secara maya.
tapi post yang plg besh yang i jumpe boleh dibace seperti di bawah yek!
i ingt i je wase gitu....
rupenye ade jugak owg wase gitu.
heheh~
sWEEEeeT~

*k, di bawah ni, memang copy paste trus.
sorry ye Auntie Nani,huhuh~

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MODEL 80AN di post yang bertajuk,
Nak Buat Macam Mana Yer?

Minta maaplah yer....hari ini teman nak labun dalam loghat perak. Kighenyer idok le yang pekat barat tu. Bukan nyer ape...udah teman ni kawen dengan orghang perak...tak banyok sikit ader le terpengarghoh jugak nak bercakap dalam bahasa deme.

Tapi yang tak berape nak sedap tu...bile anak-anak teman ni nakei.!!!, dok mengajuk teman bercakap bahasa bapak deme.

Ate kat ghomah tu, kalau dalam sehaghi tu ader le dekat seratuih sepuluh kali teman teroyak kat deme sughoh deme ni naik kataih ghomah. Kalau teman kabor 'ataih' deme perbetoikan, mama atas bukan ataih.

Kalau deme ndengor teman cakap 'lepaih' pande deme negor, mama lepas bukan lepaih.

Kalau teman kate panaih deme negor, mama panas bukan panaih.

Hisk tak bagi chan langsung teman nak meluweh kan ilmu pelbagai bahasa gamak nyer.

Yang iye nye, ate ropa tu jugok dengan laki teman ni..kalau teman nak mengajor anak-anak cakap bahasa jawa, idok le pulak dibaginyer. Kate nyer, nanti sorang-sorang dia nyer yang tak paham bahasa hehhe. Dia? minta maap la yer..tak kan nak ngambek tau...nak belajor? idok ler..... nak buat macam mana udah tak berkenan dengan bahasa tu...

Eh ralit beno teman labun bahasa perak ni...bahasa perak ni berlagu...itu yang tak tahan anak-anak teman ndengor nyer.Yang teman pulak suker yang amat ndengor nyer...macam orang berpuisi la pulak....damai rasa kat ati....

wahahahahhahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (hilaian sawan)

k, dah stat berblog,
dah macam tak leh beremti plak....
ketagihan,ketagihan!

banyak gile asigment.
ade trial exam lagik....
huaaaaarrggggggggghhhhhhh!!! *menguap macam drakula kebuhsana

bile mau rehat nim....
28 mac udah final. +_+
hape nak jawab pom ta tau.
byk btol masalah.

owg lain macam ok2 je.
tapi yang ok pada owg lain,mst
takkan jadi ok nye ngn saya.
pelik....

diberi peluang pom payah.
tak berpeluang pom susah....

hidup susah,
mati pom lagiiiiii susah...!

so how??

buntu la.
wase macam nak extend pom ade! menyampoh~

i need a break.
i need some time for myself....
i should be given my own space.

k,k....
enough of being soooo demanding.

live life,as what im living now.
tensi pom,tensi la....
mengeluh pom, bukan ade hasil.
buat sumenye jadi makin rumit ade la.
owg pom akan pkir saye ni gile....
macam tensi tak tentu pasal aje.

k, la.
ni update saje nak berleter....
hahah!
puas ati aku! *sila gelak dengan KEJAM

cuba jaya??

sebenarnya....
aku sedang cuba menggembirakan hati ini.
terlalu banyak luka dan parut.
tiada ruang untuk berduka lagi.

ayuhlah bergembira!
supaya semua luka dan parut itu sembuh....
dan memberi ruang untuk ia luka lagi...lagi.... dan lagi....

hahahha~
(k, ketawa tak ikhlas)

ku mahu terbang!

Ku mahu kau tahu
Engkaulah, destinasiku
Dalam ingatanku… oh oh oh…
Kerana diri ini tak daya lagi
Menempuh hidup yang ku temui
Dan aku, ku tunggu… oh oh oh
Disitu
Mengharapkan sesuatu yang baru
Itulah impian aku

Buat KAMOO....
ku benar2 maksudkannya.....





*pipi ku besar, tlg jangan tegur ;P

ku takkan mampu lari....

pergi lah....
pergi semua.
jgn hampiri aku.
kerna aku lah punca derita.
dan hidupku amat menyesakkan kamu.


.......
kalau boleh,
aku tak nak siarkan citer tak besh aku kat sini.
sebab blog lain sume citer pasal kebahagiaan mereka.
sama ada mereka benar2 bahagia,
atau mereka melihat hidup
dari sudut yang lebih positif,
itu aku tak pasti.

tapi aku masih berpijak pada bumi yang nyata.
aku tidak mahu menipu.
memang laluan hidupku sedang getir.
samada ia terus begitu,
atau ia kan terhenti begitu saja
kerna aku tinggalkan mereka
tanpa pesan dan berita.

support and understand

*every time i look at this snapshot,
i'm wondering,
am i too small or
what future stores for me in this undefined quest of life
is really big
???

...................

is it so hard to find someone that understands me most?
i want to live my life to the fullest.
sometimes, u dunt have to be understanding,
in order to give a very good response to someone special in ur life.
i dunt want a theoritical answers...
i dunt want to listen to practical advice...
i need strength.
for strength makes me feel better.
strength that comes when people being so supportive to me.
they dunt need to understands best.
they dunt need to know utmost about me.
just give a supportive answers.
just say supportive words.
i need them all, please...
yes,
im in a reality.
but doesnt reality be better
for in love person?
or should i only have soundless sleep
for dreams that comfy me much?
i have ppl around me.
i dunt need dreams.
cz i know they willing to
give me anything a lot more better
than what i have in my sweetest dream ever.
so,
why dont the ppl do what they should do now?
why dont they be such a supportive person
i ever did across in my whole entire life?
why?
cant they act now?
or...
maybe, i only had dreamt of having those ppl?
do i have anyone around me?
i guess i did and do have.
but where are they?
where have they been when
my hands desperately waves,
waiting for someone to save me in my darkest fear...
help me.
u dnt have to be rational to judge my condition.
i just need support.
in a way of helping me out of this
sorrow.
i dont need a professional opinion based on readings and research.
cz i am ordinary human....
i need to share what i want to shared.
and i hope to be shared for what i love ppl to share with me.
share doesnt come on one side.
it takes both.
cz share means care.
but support doesnt comes with understand.
cz support comes from heart.
and understand comes from brain.
they took different ways to arrive.
and they hardly arrive together
in a time.
but if they did,
u are the perfect human being ppl will ever come across.

belog!

owh.....
lamenye tidak update belog!
k, many things occured and happened.
macam mane yek...
na stat dr mane...
kekok plop wase bile da lame ta update.
k, let me number them first...in sequence....

1. Deb8

weekend baru ni, i masuk Beb8 PNC (Piala Naib Canselor)
it was my first time....
before in BM when i was in sem2.
Alhamdulillah,
we managed to get 3rd place even though we are all not DEMIans.
(DEMI = Kelab Debat Mahasiswa dan Intelektual)
what i can say, my team mates are all goOOod!
they were doing GREAT!
tq Hawa, Sherry and Zul.
i love them all!
another team from ENTECH, ehich is Entech B also did well...
even thought they were not entering semi-final...
tq Najwa, Izwah, Suhaili and Lokman.
u r all so supportive!
i was really dumb founded when i notice i was the 6th in individual ranking just b4 semi final!
how was i supposed to be in the top 10 list with my broken english and grammatical errors were everywhere when im speaking!
k, dizzy2...
...bcause of speaking toOO much for 1.5 whole days,
buuuffff!
i felt down on a staircase after the last conference.
till now, still 'kecok' with permission mr speaker sir.
haha.. ;P


2. Prize n Medal

k, due to my injured leg...
i cannot take my medal and hamper on the stage given by VC.
huhuk....
pity me.
dunno when will i enter deb8 again.
if so, maybe im not 1 of the winner...
but....
i saw sum1 i hate.
ngahahah!
i take my camera and snap her picts!
gotcha!
serve her right!
how dare she've been so rude to me.
k, the story goes like this;

i went to HKS several months ago. she entered the car park area...in opposite direction!
then, im the unluckies person on that day,
slowly drive into the parking area to... and we met in the middle of the lane where we are heading to each other direction...
due to the very HUGE UMT sticker above my road tax,
she rudely asked me to reverse my car! i saw her eyes was looking at the sticker while her right hand waving to me as a sign for me to reverse as fast as i can so that in another way i can show 'respect' to her just because she have that BLUE coloured sticker!
sucks!!!
didn't she noticed that if she the 1 that do the reverse it would be easier because her distance from the end of the lane is just near as compared to the distance of my car from the beginning of the lane.
how rude she is. Lecturer should behave well inside and OUTSIDE the univ. doesn't mean u r lecturer or specifically u r counselor, u r always right! furthermore,u r counselor,
should behave moooooreeeee professional. if not, just quit! u r not entitle to be a counselor nor to give advice to student! want to her face??
wait....
just scroll below. i dunt care. this is my blog.
let u the readers, learn something!

3. Sorry, wrong person.

a year ago, i was appointed to be ENTECH Club Secretary.
there was hard and sweet time during this period i had gone through...
from this,
i learn many things.
i gained heaps of experience.
i cried because of tons of minute had to be sent....
i madly shouting at sum1 i trust because document sent was said not sent yet....
i laugh when i was given a chance to go to special camp...
i talked bad things about sumthing i dunt like... even though i wasnt that way b4.heheh!
there are soooo many things to tell u about, yet i dunt want u 2 waste ur time reading all these nonsense points ;P
but,
most of all....
i knew him bacause of this also...weeeehuuu! (^^,)

ok, lets go to my main point...

actually, when we are the secretary of a club,
we are indirectly the mounth of the club.
anything, ppl will contact us.
only during meeting, we are the most less person given a chance to talk cz we are bz writing whta other ppl was saying.
so,
ever-since my phone number had traveled across UMT,
many seniors would text me.
WHY???
because they were hunting my friends phone number!
till today, i still receiving that kind of msg...
haiyo~
wouldnt it be nice if they were actually hunting me...
of course some of them, seniors and juniors,
asking for help, documents or anything related to my club... ;(
(pretending to be sad but somehow, buya knew me by hunting me and text-ed me! ;D )
so how??
even im now no longer a secretary,
my phone still bz....
ppl keep texting me for various of reasons....
n of course,
my mum will sometimes mumble to me about this.
so, what actually i wanted to say is,
i only have 3 option.

i- let it be.... my line will be more calm by times.
ii- ask them to stop what they are doing. this is because, the nearer the holiday is, the more thay want to hunt for they admire ones bacause they enjoy their holiday by texting or giving phone calls!
iii- open a phone number center where each number requested will be charged RM2.

haha....this is part of univ is all about.
student does not always think about academic rite?
well, when we are still 'young',
seeking for love is a compulsory ;P


4. Bubbles

oh, yeah!
i went to the nearby beach with him and blow out some bubbles!
just wanted to try my newly owned bubble-set purchased at Toys'r'us OU.
heheh!!!

k, la.
thats all....
what a long post i have today.
k, enjoy the pics below!
*each is numbered according to story's number.

1 -dyna, abg wan, aufar, hawa, shery, najwa & izwah

2(a) -abg ali & hafiz from BM team


2(b) - she.


3 -ENTECh dinner, adiwangsa2
*mcm tak dop kene-mengenaje nagn tajuk #3 ;P


4 -mine!