gaga

i'm totally GAGA over him!

help me...
....mish him very very very mush!

hunting an achievement

i'm currently working on this.....



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hasil photoshot ari tu.
sorry fitri, siarkan gambar tanpa btaw.
hope u r fine rite now, after bad fever, aite?
ni baru sekeping yg i agak puas ati.
blh la kot...~
any comment readers?
byk sgt asiment....
hrp dpt la luangkan ms na edit sume pix...
huhu ;(
sorry fitri, i kept u waiting for sooooo long, haiz~

i'm an ordinary woman

"Hidup tak selalunya indah,
Langit tak selalu cerah,
Air tak selalu tenang,
Bunga tak selalu mekar.
Andai ku fahami apa hendakmu,
Akan ku berikan seluruh hidupku
dan mampuku.
Namun ku juga insan biasa,
punya silap dan lemahnya.
Bukan memintak lebih darimu,
cuma menagih cinta yang satu.
Bukan mencari silap celamu,
cuma mengingin terbaik untukmu...."

When i was having my hair cut,
i come across an interesting article.
Part of it,
stated that,

Prophet Muhammad S.A.W was once decreeing,
"I looking inside heaven, most inmates from pauper group.
I looking inside hell, many his resident of are women
because they were not grateful
for his husbands' goodness."

hope, i'm not 1 of them...
beloved is to love ones wholeheartedly.

emo

i'm emotionally unstable now.
ignore wht i'm saying
in these recent 3 posts b4.
i miss-placed my sanity.

when love hurts u

what are the differences between;


1. hurt by the love one
2. hurt by the less-beloved-one?




#1
ur heart will be sliced into thin evenly-cut pieces each time.
this is due to the love (kasih) that drives the knife,
the love (sayang) that make the 'cutter' hands slowly cuts u without his/her own notification,
and most of the time, the size are approx to each other bacause of love (cinta) that ever
gave all the best things he/she wanted u to have.
thus, when the cut is too thin, it hurts more but then, u may experience it over n over again until the whole heart is sliced. Analogically to what u experience when u love sum1, they may hurt u sooooo many times compared to other ordinary ppl possibly did to you, bacause u love him/her, so u always give them 2nd, 3rd, 4th, n many more chances.



#2
k, this one....just look at the orange slices...
they are not properly cut. and the slices, some are thin, some are not. depending in whom done the cut. If u love them less, then the cut will be thinker because they probably only hurt u once or twice and later, u just ignore he/she in ur life. Better, make friend with others and give the chance to other ppl to hurt u b4 u bounce to another ppl and dump ur new fried b4.
But if u have a bit love towards these ordinary ppl (e.g close fwen), u will open the chance of more times as they cut ur heart thinly and perhaps, not so roughly so they may hurt over again....


so,
in the nut shell,
#1, u will find the pain many times,
#2, less pain and occur in lower frequency.


but on top of this,
subject will be varied depending on these;
1. type of fruits used (ur heart)
2. how ripe the fruit is (the maturity of u)
3. which country are u from compared to the fruit origin (ur current condition vs situation)
4. type of knife (know u lover well!)
5. how the knife being used
-either the cut starts from the middle/at the edge/a point of hole is made first
(how he/she hurts u)
6. undergo force during the cut being made (directly/indirectly hurt u -on purpose or not)
7. board-either done above chopping board, soft surface,marble etc (what lies in u)


-these are only author's opinions.
it's not wrong to give opinion.
the wrong is not let ppl give opinion.


k, that all for now.
post may be edited if any change needed.

R.A.J.U.K

knp bila sum1 in a relationship buat slh,
atau bt perkara yang pasangannye ta suke,
perbuatan itu dibalas dgn merajuk.

kemudian,
yg buat slh pom turut mrajuk.

merajuk vs merajuk.

later,
keslhn yg dibuat,
dibalas dgn ksalahan yg sma.
KARMA yg sj diBUAT2!

sampai bila nak mcm ni?

tak habis2 la citer kalo gni.....

sape nak jd tukang pujuk?

silly!

there only 2 basic options in life -

to give in
or
to keep arguing.

ask yourself what's d best!

(no title)

love drives me crazy.
the more i love, the crazier i become.

penat~

ok,saye taw....lame ta upd8 belog ini...
haiz, baru tiba dr kampung petang td.
hurm, kampung sy di Cheras (kawasan bandau tuh!!!),
tp sy hanye lah penduduk Gong Badak (kawasan kampung).
Pelik.
hakikat idup ini mmg begitu.
wht to say...
tewime aje la...
mcm2 na citer, tp esimen belum gewak lg nih.
sabar ye pembaca sekalian...
(wlupun hakikatnye, pembace itu sgt laaaaaaaaaaa kecilllllll bilangan nye!~)
* sebab tu ta barani nak bubuh count kat tepi belog ini, mayu ngn angka pengujung x_x
nanti sy update panjang2.....

btw, ini gambar bersame long-lost-fwen....
lame tidak ketemu.
mase tecit2 muka kami seiras.
sikalang, die makin kuwus, i makin tembam...
die putih(bljr kat OZ), i da hangus(buat field work tgh panas)...
so, no more la seirasnye itu.
k la, tata~












*mayunye.... the mean was on her,tq3!


















*she game me that little kangga....huhu! luv it, again,tq3!!!

dslr

i've ever dreamt of having it...
n suddenly!
i have it. (full stop,ayat penyata okek)
tapi hati ni,
masih fakir.
(fakir=org yang berkehendakkan sesuatu)
apeka itu?
BAHAGIA mungkin....

tp,
nanti org cakap sy tak bersyukur.
biarlah.
ini hati sy.
sy jujur dgn keadaan sy.
the inner me. (erk, betol ke ayat nim?? mcm ade kene-mengena ngn inner jek??! *tibe2*)

k,
fine...
my health condition is not rily good.
no 1 knows the actual position of me.
nvm,
just pray that i'll live longer ;P

my mum, just confirm me about aerobic class.
her friend is the instructor.
perhaps it works very3 wellllll.....................
(no confirm day n time yet, cz im extreamly bz.)

thursday - sampling
friday - envi bio class + AGM Entech + bengkel debat
saturday - bengkel debat + photoshot (maybe)

haiz...
i need a rest.
rest in peace maybe.
k,
tata...